dove head-first into the black

ʙʟᴜᴇ ʜᴏᴜʀs ǫᴜɪᴄᴋᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴏᴛᴛʟᴇ
ɪᴛ’s ᴀʟʟ ᴛᴏᴏ ʜᴀʀᴅ ᴛᴏ ғᴀᴄᴇ, ʀᴇᴀʟɪᴛʏ ᴄᴏᴍᴇs
ʟᴇғᴛ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄʟᴏᴜᴅs sᴏ ʟᴏɴɢ ɪ ᴄᴀɴ ᴏɴʟʏ sᴛᴜᴍʙʟᴇ ʙᴇʟᴏᴡ
ᴛᴜʀɴ ᴍʏ ʟɪᴠᴇʀ ᴛᴏ ᴀsʜ ᴀᴛ ᴀ ᴘᴀᴄᴇ ɪ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ʟᴀsᴛ
ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇᴠɪʟs ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴄʜᴀsᴇ ᴍᴇ ғᴇᴇʟ ғᴀsᴛᴇʀ ᴀɴᴅ ғᴀsᴛᴇʀ ᴀɴᴅ ғᴀsᴛᴇʀ ᴡɪᴛʜ sᴏʙʀɪᴇᴛʏ  

ᴍᴀʏʙᴇ ɪᴛ's ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛ
ᴍᴀʏʙᴇ ɪ'ʟʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʀᴇʟᴇɴᴛ
ᴛᴏᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ᴘʜʏsɪᴄᴀʟ ᴀᴄʜᴇ,
ᴄʟᴇᴀʀ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ ᴍᴇɴᴛᴀʟ ʜᴀᴢᴇ

ᴍᴀʏʙᴇ ɪᴛ's ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛ
ᴍᴀʏʙᴇ ɪ'ʟʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʀᴇʟᴇɴᴛ
ᴛᴏᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ᴘʜʏsɪᴄᴀʟ ᴀᴄʜᴇ, ᴛᴜʀɴᴇᴅ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴀ ᴍᴇɴᴛᴀʟ ʜᴀᴢᴇ  

ᴄᴏʟᴏʀs sᴇᴇᴍs ʙʀɪɢʜᴛᴇʀ,
ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀʏs ᴅᴀʏs ғᴇᴇʟ ᴡᴀʀᴍᴇʀ
ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴜᴄɪᴅɪᴛʏ ɪs sᴏ ᴛᴇᴍᴘᴏʀᴀʀʏ
ᴛʀʏ ᴛᴏ ᴄʟᴇᴀʀ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀᴅ, ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀʀᴍᴛʜ ᴛᴏ ғᴀᴅᴇ
sʜᴀᴍᴇ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ᴍʏ ᴍᴇᴍᴏʀɪᴇs, ᴀɴᴅ ᴅɪssɪᴘᴀᴛᴇ

ɪ ᴀᴍ ᴀ ᴘʀɪsᴏɴᴇʀ, ᴛʀᴀᴘᴘᴇᴅ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ᴍʏ sᴀғᴇ sᴘᴀᴄᴇ
ᴍʏ ɴᴏᴡ-ᴄᴀᴘᴛɪᴠᴇ sᴘɪʀɪᴛ ᴄʜᴀɪɴᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀsʜ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀᴍʙᴇʀ sᴛᴀɪɴs

ғɪʀᴇ | ᴜᴘᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀᴛᴇʀ

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Heard this song and instantly had to draw smth for it,, Kohao's SO self-destructive that I think his alcoholism fails to register on most of his friends' radars, but he answers to the bottle badly, just like Seth does.
Seth's gonna be going into rehab this year though!! 2020! He's getting better soon. And K-O's not far behind, I promise. Eventually all this upsetting art will be outdated. Eventually these songs won't resonate.